borrowed from panathinaeos.wordpress.com
I will never miss the days when I was so ready to get married and start a family with someone I loved and of course someone who would love me back, beyond all reason. Those were tough days of wishing and hoping and doubting if it will ever happen. And when I did find the person I thought was "the one" there was that lag time between when I knew he was the one, but he wasn't moving as fast as I wanted to. Wondering if I'd made a mistake, if the time we'd spent together was, while wonderful, time lost to finding the right someone I would share the rest of my life with. Afraid I'd been barking up the wrong tree, and I realize in that metaphor I'm the impatiently barking dog and John's the stubborn unmoving tree, but if the shoe fits....
I wouldn't change where my life has brought me for anything. But, there is a small part of me that will miss never again experiencing that first, maybe, real potential here, exciting and nervous and anxious and heart stuttering first moments of falling in love.
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